I’ve been talking about faking it until I make it… well, that’s going to continue for me today.
I’m really still not feeling right. I ran last night with my friends, which I really needed, but I’m still not myself.
I’m exhausted, sore, mentally just not in a great place. And on top of it all…. it’s going to be a rainy day.
So I will look at this picture and try to make some sunshine in my own mind today. I’ll tape on a smile and fake it if I have to. I’ll try to find some joy in the moment.
It might sound awful, but I promise it’s not that bad. I just know I have to talk to my doctor soon because there’s something going on that’s just not right…. hormonal or vitamin deficiency or both or something else…. whatever it is, I’m a mess. But I’ll keep trying.
I will push myself out of my comfort zone and do my best today. That’s the only thing I can do. If I need to sleep tomorrow and stay in, I certainly can, but today I need to work. So I’ll pretend there’s some sunshine instead of rain…. it will all be alright!